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Silence...
01:51
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Un jour, après une beuverie d'une semaine, j'ai décidé de me tuer. J'ai rien dit à Vicky.
J'envisageais de le faire pendant qu'elle serait dans un bar, à la recherche d'un vivant.
L'idée qu'elle se faisait troncher par ces clowns adipeux me déplaisait, mais elle me
donnait de l'argent, du whisky et des cigares.
Elle me faisait le coup : "Chéri, tu es le seul que j'aime".
Pour une raison que je n'ai jamais devinée, elle m'appelait Monsieur Van Bilderass.
Pétée, elle répétait sans arrêt : "Alors on se prend pour un caïd ?
On se prend pour Monsieur Van Bilderass ?".
L'idée du suicide et de sa réalisation ne me quittaient jamais.
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I can't see the future
I suffer in the present
And the past is lost
Ashes, decay and broken hopes.
I live in fog
I can't see my footsteps
The sun never rises
On the horizon of my soul.
All is so useless
All is so hopeless
I see nothing good
I see nothing bright.
It never lasts they say
It has been like this for such a long time though
And my hope for better days has faded away long ago
Quand le vin a été terminé la déprime, la trouille, et l'inutilité de continuer
sont devenues trop lourdes à supporter, et j'ai compris que j'allais le faire.
Dès qu'elle aurait quitté la piaule, je le ferais. Comment, je ne savais pas
très bien. On pouvait s'y prendre de cent manières différentes.
Nous possédions un petit réchaud à gaz. Le gaz me séduisait assez.
Le gaz est une sorte de baiser, il laisse le corps intact.
Le vin était éclusé, je pouvais à peine marcher.
Des vagues de peur et de sueurs me ballotaient en tous sens.
Soudain, tout devient simple. Le plus grand soulagement.
Ne plus jamais devoir croiser un quidam sur le trottoir.
Ne plus jamais voir leur graisse tressauter, ni leurs petits
yeux de rats, leurs visages cruels et imbéciles, leur floraison animale.
Quel doux rêve... ne plus jamais devoir regarder en face un être humain.
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I can't live alone
06:08
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Sleep is so murky
A weird form of relief
Which comes with silence
As I get closer to death
Time slips on by so fast
I'd like you by my side
I cannot live like this
But my complaints are mute
Will you leave me to die here ?
Am I nothing to you ?
Were we nothing ?
Was it all vain ?
Everyday I feel like I'm dying a little more
My pills are not even working anymore
It's all death around me
And I can't live alone.
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Plaguebringer
08:42
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I wear my darkness on my clothes
I spread it everywhere I pass by
I remove the warmth
I make your home cold and unsafe.
I am unease incarnate
The black beast your fear
I will bring nightmares
And visions of decay to your soul.
Cursed be the blue of the sky
Cursed be its light
I live for the rain
I live for the floods.
Now that the clouds have darkened
Now that all hope is gone
I know that you can see
What despair dwells inside my heart.
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The trees will see us go up in flames, tonight
As the sparkle of life vanishes in the air
I can feel the cold breeze of the wind in my neck
I can see the pale light in the dark
Thoughts tainted with grey scream like tortured souls
That I have feasted on long ago
To ease a greedy appetite for vengeance
The ground gives way under my feet
I have visions blurred in the mist
Of a forest in the distance
Where lights are brought to life again
But a vision can't be true
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Moonlight despair
02:21
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8. |
The last dance
12:36
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So this is how it ends
On this winter night
Trees are pale and naked
And I turn cold, so cold
Life has no meaning
At the end of the day
Everything turns out to be the same
What if I die tonight ?
Paper grows blood stains
As the sky puts on a black drape
This time, the world becomes silent
This time, everything is muted for good
Once there were roses on our table
But now they are withered
Time passes by so slowly
And everyday I grow old a little more
There are no more secrets on sewn lips
There are no more lights in the streets
It is my despair that is carved inside
Like the letters on a stone epitaph
No one can save me
The leap is close
I write this story blood red
And I add a final point, this is the end.
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9. |
Christmas grief
02:30
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10. |
Chrysanthemum...
06:24
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Dissociation is a depressive black metal band from France. Founded in late 2021, it consists of Gangrène (guitar, synth, vocals) and Son of the Wolves (bass guitar, drums, vocals).
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